good memories at a sad moment

Found out about a month ago that my cousin Clark has cancer. Well today found out that he had to go into hospice and that they are only giving him a week to live. But he is in alot of pain now and they had to up his meds. He can not feel his arms and legs, he is just having a hard time.

I remember growing up and going to my aunts house and playing with him ( he is 4 yrs younger than me). One occassion I remember real well is going camping and having to use a out house (I hate bugs and snakes) so every time I had to go to the bathroom he would go with me. I would keep the door open because of the spiders in it and he would kill them for me. He would stand outside the door and not look unless I called for him. We shared a bunk bed he slept on the top bunk and I slept on the bottom bunk. My cousin Michelle his sister slept on another bed.

I will be sad when he goes but I will know he is no longer in pain. I feel bad for his children even though I never met them and the rest of the family too. I will keep his memory alive through the Relay For Life in the greater gardner area. I like to do luminary bags in the memory of my relatives and friends that have died of cancer to let others know that they are not alone in this world. Everyone in this world is effected by cancer in one way or another, wether it is a friend or a loved one. Just keep in mind that when they die they are no longer in pain and can rest. We just have to deal with the sadness of loosing someone we cared about and it is not always easy.

blogging

Blogging what can I say about it besides I think it is a pain in the butt logging in. It seems that every time I try to log in I have a problem with my name or password. I have reset it like 4 times now and I am running out of passwords to use. Ok blogging is not always bad it is a good way to vent and get things off your chest. So I guess it can be a good thing at the right time. I still rather talk to someone than blog though. Its not like anyone reads them anyway. Nobody comments on the blogs so I find them useless and a waste of time. I will write another one next week, goood-bye for now.

A good day for Lizzy

Well today was a good day for a change. My friend dropped Lizzy and me off at Big Lots (had toreturn something) then we did a little shopping and lunch at Papa Ginos. After that we went to see Toy Story 3 and she sat pretty good then fell asleep (nap time gotta love it). Came home and had some dinner then went to the auction down the street. She got spoiled, she got a doll house, elmo chair and a lion you can sit on. I got some winnie the pooh books for myself (I love winnie the pooh). Then I got some things for the landlord. When all was done we came home and she went to bed. And now I am waiting for seminar to start. All in all I would rate today an 8. After seminar I need to put the doll house together (not looking forward to that). Hope you enjoy my blog.

Drama Drama Drama

This wild story is about my friend and her fulfilled weekend working. And boy was this a story I have to share. I mean if you like soap operas and drama then this blog is for you.
OK, my friends husband had hurt his knee a week ago. The doctor had said it was torn cartilage. Well anyways they had to drive out to boston to go to work. And because of his knee injury he and his wife were thrown out of the bunk house which is a trailor on which they sleep, and they had also brought a couple of people with them. to make a long story short there was a lot of miscomunation which then had lead to people fighting and not getting along.`
Then her father gets involved saying that it was all his problem and quit his job for something that had absulutly nothing to do with him and told her boss that she was not workinerg the next spot because she had nowhere to sleep. She told her father that she could not lose her job because it is what pay the bills and he was still fixed nor her not working. Plus she also got a fake 100 dollar bill, so all in all it just was not a good weekend for her at all. So hopefully it all works out for her and hopefully people will stay out of her business.

wild bar story

The will be interesting, my friends and I went to the bar lastnight. I only had something really simple it was called water. My friend's boyfriend drank the pitcher of beer. And boy was he canned. I mean he could not even stand on his own two feet. Well anyways they had like this punching bag thing there and my girlfriend tried it and she got a 607 while the drunken boyfriend tried and only got a 1. Imagine how he felt only by getting a 1 and his girlfriend well I should say wife got the 607. Then on the way home or should I say trying to get into the apartment her husband fell asleep on the stairs so she had to carry him on her back to put him into bed and still this morning he is still drunk. Wow I wish I could catch a buzz like that NOT!!!
LOL

My Summer Day

Once upon a time, on a warm summer day, my friends and I went to the beach. The beach was right in town, the name was Dunns Park. Anyways we took my red headed stepchild down to the beach and her mean mother caught her a fish. Well doesn't her mother put the fish in to a puddle with the fish flipping and flopping, jumping and trying to swim away. But then the poor child reached down to see what was the splatter and then it happened. The scales from the fish had poked her. So then the fish was then caught again and we went to go see grammy. And then doesn't grammy hold that nasty poky fish up to her and the poor thing was then running and screaming away. I believe that this poor unfourtunate soul will never look at another fish the same. LOL

homework

It seems to that the first week of school we get bogged down with homework. Then the second and so on the homework is less (sort of). I do not understand that at all. I do my best to get all the homework done early but there are some things that just cannot get done. Like test for instant I like to wait till tuesday to do them so I have time to study. I do get most of it done early though. more to come later if I can get in again.